no. 81

with no cash and currently no tangible credit/debit card on me, i give myself two options:
     1) drive around orange county looking for trails to hike/run (after sending in more apps/etc.)
     2) scrounge around the pockets of pants in the laundry room for some change to get junk food

i'm trying to find things to do (classes/clubs/JOBS!!!) before march rolls around (once mid-march hits, it's going to be busy as fuck)

132. this. how beautiful it is
133. trying to make sense out of certain android apps
134. jeopardy (dominating at the novels category last night was particularly enjoyable)
135. wheel of fortune (also vanna white's yarn collection)
136. thai food (the last meal of my last relationship but i forgot about that when i last ate thai)
137. milk and honey (along with turbinado sugar, avocado, olive oil, salts, drops of vanilla, etc..)
138. viktor benes pastries
139. homemade nutella
140. random thought: the idea of nutella pizza (think max brenner)
141. pizza in general (margherita, white, pesto, etc.. or any pizza with a shit ton of cheeses, garlic, pesto, maybe some aioli, olive oil, basil, artichoke..balls!!!!)
142. the fact that balls could be mistaken as an ingredient in my dream pizza. nope
143. hating on lana del ray when in reality she's alright 
144. the way bolded exclamation marks look in georgia
145. indian food (though i have made a pact with myself that i will not have any until i go to berkeley)
146. flying lotus
147. telling myself that i'm going to get in shape, and then subsequently binging on a super size bag of doritos
148. water + lemon
149. the existence of washington state. how i wish southern california's great outdoors were nearly as great as that of the olympics/the rainforest
150. does anyone wanna be cute and tandem bike across the country with me? nah let's be real, just check this out.
151. ahem.. i think i've written no. 145 several times throughout the course of these lists/gifts. to indian food! and my face when i see/smell/eat indian food
152. billy preston. you are my man
153. being so awkward that i've virtually become immune to awkward situations (not really.. but that's how i picture it)
154. the emotionless stanford student on jeopardy last night (and the william & mary student who initially dominated) (but not the asian chick from north texas who basically admitted that she stalks alex trebek)
155. bass, and lots of it
156. old scrapbooks my mom made throughout the 90s
157. genmaicha
158. the notion of possibly having two jobs on top of classes (thankfully i'm only taking three)
159. not giving a fuck about probably graduating after everyone else.. and then realizing i might not even have to not give a fuck in the first place! can i get a fuck yeah?
160. i still get calendar/email/phone notifications on a daily basis to remind me to go to classes (religion, english, politics, digital humanities - at UPS) since i programmed them in all my gadgets back in november. i thought they'd make me sad, and sometimes they make me think "i could be learning english from a badass indian chick!" and "i could be discussing kandinsky with my peers!" but i rarely ever really dwell on it. i'll get rid of the notifications soon
161. whenever it looks cold outside, i still think it's going to be freezing as all fuck (as in 30 degrees F). so imagine my surprise (at an almost day-to-day basis lately) when i step outside and it's way warmer than expected! (side note: i've been well-accustomed to california weather ever since december now, but i think the cold in tacoma "traumatized" me in that respect.. bear with me here; i realize this makes little to no sense)
162. rambling. clearly i do it well. fin